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We’re living in number 3, they’re viewing one in number 5.

August will be AWESOME!

Due to the fact I promised Graham I’d play MGS4 with him, I’m currently going to watch Transformers Prime. Because I’m never too old for cartoons!

I love my life sometimes.

Uni’s done for second year… at least until the resits…

Just bought Metal Gear Solid 4 and now plan to lock myself away in my room from now until August when I can move into my flat. MY FLAT! FUCK YES!

Also the resits… in July.
Fucking resits…

Oh well. FUN TIMES AHOY!

Also Avengers on Thursday.

And also resits…

I find it funny how this last year has gone by so slowly, when the two years before that went by so quick…

Had this horrible cough for the past few weeks, might need to get it checked out. It’s killing me atm.

Good news folks! I’m finally getting a flat, deposit is down and everything, although, the folks I’m living with could be better. I swear there’s going to be arguements before the year is through.

I miss having things to talk about.

Chao for now.

I’ve finished second year at uni. Aside from the exams and the project due on the 30th. No more lectures until third year. A startling revelation and a scary one at that.
Even then, will I make it to third year? I have an exam resit to take from the first semester and I’m worried.

A flat is the least of my worries right now, but I have another viewing this coming Wednesday for a rather spiffing little flat down leith walk way. Excited.

I have started watching the series “Touch”, which is confusing as hell to begin with, but it’s brilliant. I thoroughly recommend it to anybody who likes having their mind racked.

I will own a PS3 before the end of the month. Fact.

A more upbeat post on my blog? Whatever next?

Yes, it has been a while since I ranted and moaned and left my thoughts here on Tumblr. Some I need to get out of my head, whilst others I just like to keep a note of.

Nostalgia is the main theme here, where my dreams are pretty much haunting me now. Reminiscing and making me remember things. I don’t want to remember, but it’s kinda forcing me to. Like a few things.

The first: A close friend and I got very drunk recently and one thing led to another. I had blocked this from my mind, until I recalled it in a dream. Now I feel guilt, shame, and regret.
Second: After my ex and I broke up, I was in a blind rage, so she sent me a video of her in tears to prove she cared. I recalled this also in a dream. Thinking back to it, it brought me to tears, full on tears, but now I think, what did that prove?
I will always have a lot of anger kept inside of me from that whole incident, and I want to forget everything about it.
Third: My first time came back to me, and Whilst it did not have any major effect on me, I do regret the way it happened. Another reason I hate myself when I’m drunk.

On the good nostalgia front, I finally got my old PS2 set up again and I’m currently salivating over the Ratchet and Clank series again. God I love those games. Whilst playing, I’m remembering all the secrets I used to know about the game and I’ll never get tired of the story. Kinda like a classic movie, games will always hold that same grip on me.

I’m establishing where I’m at with some friends now. Learning who I can and cannot trust. I’m feeling a little happier again and, so long I don’t fuck up University, I can see myself even happier still.

In the past month I went to see Enter Shikari and You Me at Six. Both were fantastic gigs for their own reasons, and I can’t wait for April’s gigs! Lostprophets and Twin Atlantic! Excited!

I’m going to plan my birthday come mid-May/Early-June and hopefully get a bigger turnout this year. I also really do hope no Ambulances will be needed this time.

So, there’s a bunch of shite you probably didn’t need to read, but yeah, thanks for reading if you did. Hopefully it gives you something to talk to me about, considering I like talking to people, and don’t have enough to talk to.

In other words, come talk to me!

Night.

Can’t be arsed tonight. Rant tomorrow.

Brace yourselves. I’m about to post a long monotonous blog post that you really should just skip over. I just ramble when I’m tired.